Year 5986

Monday, 9 Tevet 5786 / December 29, 2025 Event Work, Pay CC bills, meeting with Ps Jonah and MichaelR Here and Now I had a hard time sleeping last night because before MR and I said goodnight, he said something that disturbed me, he said that he was trying to be self-sufficient, meaning he was trying to be the man I was praying for. And so finally sleeping at almost 12 midnight, I woke up at 1:11AM from strange dream of MR trying to bring me to his home that I didn't want to go to and when I arrived at his house with people there, I went to the house next door and I saw Joey whose gotten older and thinner and I drank water from that house. I slept in the other bed in the TV room and was finally able to sleep soundly until 6:37AM.  SOAP Scriptures Torah Parshat Vayechi, 2nd Portion (Bereshit (Genesis) 48:10-48:16) Genesis 48:10-16 English Standard Version 10 Now the eyes of Israel were dim with age, so that he could not see. So Joseph brought them near him, and he kissed them a...

Thursday, 29 Cheshvan 5786 / November 20, 2025 Event Meetings and more meetings Here and Now I slept well no dreams, and woke up same time but I just don't get up, I should get up at 5:27 when I wake so that I have enough time for GOD. SOAP Scriptures Torah Parshat Toldot, 5th Portion (Bereshit (Genesis 27:1-27) Genesis 27   Isaac Blesses Jacob 1 When Isaac was old and his eyes were dim so that he could not see, he called Esau his older son and said to him, “My son”; and he answered, “Here I am.” 2 He said, “Behold, I am old; I do not know the day of my death. 3 Now then, take your weapons, your quiver and your bow, and go out to the field and hunt game for me, 4 and prepare for me delicious food, such as I love, and bring it to me so that I may eat, that my soul may bless you before I die.” 5 Now Rebekah was listening when Isaac spoke to his son Esau. So when Esau went to the field to hunt for game and bring it, 6 Rebekah said to her son Jacob, “I heard your father speak to y...

Monday, 26 Cheshvan 5786 / November 17, 2025 Event Work day, make kombucha day with Achi Grace Here and Now I slept well but I had dreams of big dogs in the house, I don't know whose house, a belgian malinois, black labrador and another dog, but it was all dogs  that needed to be dewormed SOAP Scriptures Torah Parshat Toldot, 2nd Portion (Bereshit (Genesis) 26:6-26:12) Genesis 26:6-12 English Standard Version Isaac and Abimelech 6 So Isaac settled in Gerar. 7 When the men of the place asked him about his wife, he said, “She is my sister,” for he feared to say, “My wife,” thinking, “lest the men of the place should kill me because of Rebekah,” because she was attractive in appearance. 8 When he had been there a long time, Abimelech king of the Philistines looked out of a window and saw Isaac laughing with[ a ] Rebekah his wife. 9 So Abimelech called Isaac and said, “Behold, she is your wife. How then could you say, ‘She is my sister’?” Isaac said to him, “Because I thought, ‘Lest ...

Thursday, 22 Cheshvan 5786 / November 13, 2025 Event Work, accompany chi Sheila to Doc Hannah, Here and Now I slept really well and good last night, at around almost 12 midnight until 6AM that I finally decided to rise from bed at 6:17AM SOAP Scriptures Torah Parshat Chayei Sarah, 5th Portion (Bereshit (Genesis) 24:53-24:67)   Genesis 24:53-67 English Standard Version 53 And the servant brought out jewelry of silver and of gold, and garments, and gave them to Rebekah. He also gave to her brother and to her mother costly ornaments. 54 And he and the men who were with him ate and drank, and they spent the night there. When they arose in the morning, he said, “Send me away to my master.” 55 Her brother and her mother said, “Let the young woman remain with us a while, at least ten days; after that she may go.” 56 But he said to them, “Do not delay me, since the Lord has prospered my way. Send me away that I may go to my master.” 57 They said, “Let us call the young woman and ask her.” ...