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Thursday - 2 October 2025

Thursday, 10 Tishrei 5786 / October 2, 2025

Event
Yom Kippur - Rest Day, Prayer Day

Here and Now
I woke up before 4:30AM because Cobe awakened me, like he was peeing in my room I think because he needed to but he was making noises on top of my suitcase, like playing on it.

SOAP


Scriptures
Torah: Parshat Ha'azinu, 5th Portion (Devarim (Deuteronomy) 32:29-32:39)

Deuteronomy 32:29-39
English Standard Version
29 If they were wise, they would understand this; they would discern their latter end!
30 How could one have chased a thousand, and two have put ten thousand to flight,
unless their Rock had sold them, and the Lord had given them up?
31 For their rock is not as our Rock; our enemies are by themselves.
32 For their vine comes from the vine of Sodom and from the fields of Gomorrah;
their grapes are grapes of poison; their clusters are bitter;
33 their wine is the poison of serpents and the cruel venom of asps.
34 “‘Is not this laid up in store with me, sealed up in my treasuries?
35 Vengeance is mine, and recompense, for the time when their foot shall slip;
for the day of their calamity is at hand, and their doom comes swiftly.’
36 For the Lord will vindicate[b] his people and have compassion on his servants,
when he sees that their power is gone and there is none remaining, bond or free.

37 Then he will say, ‘Where are their gods, the rock in which they took refuge,
38 who ate the fat of their sacrifices and drank the wine of their drink offering?
Let them rise up and help you; let them be your protection!
39 “‘See now that I, even I, am he, and there is no god beside me;
I kill and I make alive; I wound and I heal; and there is none that can deliver out of my hand.


WWCF Readings
Ezekiel 19-21

Ezekiel 20
ESV
The Lord Will Restore Israel
33 “As I live, declares the Lord God, surely with a mighty hand and an outstretched arm and with wrath poured out I will be king over you. 34 I will bring you out from the peoples and gather you out of the countries where you are scattered, with a mighty hand and an outstretched arm, and with wrath poured out. 35 And I will bring you into the wilderness of the peoples, and there I will enter into judgment with you face to face. 36 As I entered into judgment with your fathers in the wilderness of the land of Egypt, so I will enter into judgment with you, declares the Lord God. 37 I will make you pass under the rod, and I will bring you into the bond of the covenant. 38 I will purge out the rebels from among you, and those who transgress against me. I will bring them out of the land where they sojourn, but they shall not enter the land of Israel. Then you will know that I am the Lord.
39 “As for you, O house of Israel, thus says the Lord God: Go serve every one of you his idols, now and hereafter, if you will not listen to me; but my holy name you shall no more profane with your gifts and your idols.
40 “For on my holy mountain, the mountain height of Israel, declares the Lord God, there all the house of Israel, all of them, shall serve me in the land. There I will accept them, and there I will require your contributions and the choicest of your gifts, with all your sacred offerings. 41 As a pleasing aroma I will accept you, when I bring you out from the peoples and gather you out of the countries where you have been scattered. And I will manifest my holiness among you in the sight of the nations. 42 And you shall know that I am the Lord, when I bring you into the land of Israel, the country that I swore to give to your fathers. 43 And there you shall remember your ways and all your deeds with which you have defiled yourselves, and you shall loathe yourselves for all the evils that you have committed. 44 And you shall know that I am the Lord, when I deal with you for my name's sake, not according to your evil ways, nor according to your corrupt deeds, O house of Israel, declares the Lord God.
45 [d] And the word of the Lord came to me: 46 “Son of man, set your face toward the southland;[e] preach against the south, and prophesy against the forest land in the Negeb. 47 Say to the forest of the Negeb, Hear the word of the Lord: Thus says the Lord God, Behold, I will kindle a fire in you, and it shall devour every green tree in you and every dry tree. The blazing flame shall not be quenched, and all faces from south to north shall be scorched by it. 48 All flesh shall see that I the Lord have kindled it; it shall not be quenched.” 49 Then I said, “Ah, Lord God! They are saying of me, ‘Is he not a maker of parables?’”


Bible in A Year
Jeremiah 4:10-31; Jeremiah 5; Philippians 3-4:1; Psalm 116:1-11

Jeremiah 5
ESV
18 “But even in those days, declares the Lord, I will not make a full end of you. 19 And when your people say, ‘Why has the Lord our God done all these things to us?’ you shall say to them, ‘As you have forsaken me and served foreign gods in your land, so you shall serve foreigners in a land that is not yours.’”
20 Declare this in the house of Jacob; proclaim it in Judah:
21 “Hear this, O foolish and senseless people, who have eyes, but see not,
who have ears, but hear not.
22 Do you not fear me? declares the Lord. Do you not tremble before me?
I placed the sand as the boundary for the sea, a perpetual barrier that it cannot pass;
though the waves toss, they cannot prevail; though they roar, they cannot pass over it.

23 But this people has a stubborn and rebellious heart; they have turned aside and gone away.
24 They do not say in their hearts, ‘Let us fear the Lord our God, who gives the rain in its season,
the autumn rain and the spring rain, and keeps for us the weeks appointed for the harvest.’

25 Your iniquities have turned these away, and your sins have kept good from you.
26 For wicked men are found among my people; they lurk like fowlers lying in wait.[a]
They set a trap; they catch men.
27 Like a cage full of birds, their houses are full of deceit; therefore they have become great and rich;
28 they have grown fat and sleek. They know no bounds in deeds of evil; they judge not with justice
the cause of the fatherless, to make it prosper, and they do not defend the rights of the needy.

Philippians 3:1-4

English Standard Version
Righteousness Through Faith in Christ
1 Finally, my brothers,[a] rejoice in the Lord. To write the same things to you is no trouble to me and is safe for you.
2 Look out for the dogs, look out for the evildoers, look out for those who mutilate the flesh. 3 For we are the circumcision, who worship by the Spirit of God[b] and glory in Christ Jesus and put no confidence in the flesh— 4 though I myself have reason for confidence in the flesh also. If anyone else thinks he has reason for confidence in the flesh, I have more: 5 circumcised on the eighth day, of the people of Israel, of the tribe of Benjamin, a Hebrew of Hebrews; as to the law, a Pharisee; 6 as to zeal, a persecutor of the church; as to righteousness under the law,[c] blameless. 7 But whatever gain I had, I counted as loss for the sake of Christ. 8 Indeed, I count everything as loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. For his sake I have suffered the loss of all things and count them as rubbish, in order that I may gain Christ 9 and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which comes through faith in Christ, the righteousness from God that depends on faith— 10 that I may know him and the power of his resurrection, and may share his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, 11 that by any means possible I may attain the resurrection from the dead.
Straining Toward the Goal
12 Not that I have already obtained this or am already perfect, but I press on to make it my own, because Christ Jesus has made me his own. 13 Brothers, I do not consider that I have made it my own. But one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, 14 I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus. 15 Let those of us who are mature think this way, and if in anything you think otherwise, God will reveal that also to you. 16 Only let us hold true to what we have attained.
17 Brothers, join in imitating me, and keep your eyes on those who walk according to the example you have in us. 18 For many, of whom I have often told you and now tell you even with tears, walk as enemies of the cross of Christ. 19 Their end is destruction, their god is their belly, and they glory in their shame, with minds set on earthly things. 20 But our citizenship is in heaven, and from it we await a Savior, the Lord Jesus Christ, 21 who will transform our lowly body to be like his glorious body, by the power that enables him even to subject all things to himself.
Philippians 4 
1 Therefore, my brothers,[d] whom I love and long for, my joy and crown, stand firm thus in the Lord, my beloved.

Psalm 116:1-11
English Standard Version
I Love the Lord
1 I love the Lord, because he has heard my voice and my pleas for mercy.
2 Because he inclined his ear to me, therefore I will call on him as long as I live.

3 The snares of death encompassed me; the pangs of Sheol laid hold on me;
I suffered distress and anguish.
4 Then I called on the name of the Lord: “O Lord, I pray, deliver my soul!”
5 Gracious is the Lord, and righteous; our God is merciful.
6 The Lord preserves the simple; when I was brought low, he saved me.
7 Return, O my soul, to your rest; for the Lord has dealt bountifully with you.
8 For you have delivered my soul from death, my eyes from tears, my feet from stumbling;
9 I will walk before the Lord in the land of the living.
10 I believed, even when[a] I spoke: “I am greatly afflicted”;
11 I said in my alarm, “All mankind are liars.”


Observation - Application
O: I receive the WORD today in Deuteronomy 32:35 Vengeance is GOD's and I am praying that GOD will deal with all my enemies including Charles U. who has made me to be a liar. I am praying that the LORD will humble him because he is proud and he is taking advantage of everyone who is kind including Randy. I pray that Randy will be separated from Charles when he sees the truth of his heart.
A: LORD I pray judge between Charles and me, I have not been taking advantage of him, I have not made him believe I like him, but I am praying that he will be humbled for how he is almost causing my friendship with Randy to be destroyed. I pray that YOU will help me deal with anger and disappointment for how people accuse me and for how others take me for granted.
O: Ezekiel 20:33 GOD wants to be King and HE promises to be King over me. 
A: This promise is assuring and comforting that GOD will reign over me and his people, and I want my heart to be one with HIS. 
O: Jeremiah 5:22 GOD is appalled of how people do not fear HIM the most powerful GOD of all the Universe, the ONE who created all, the ONE who judges all. 
A: I am afraid of GOD, I am not like and do not wish to be like stubborn Israel and if there are things in my heart that I believe has not been pleasing to my GOD, I pray that HE will make it known to me, that I will be corrected and turn back to following HIM and not rebelling against HIM. I want to return to HIM all throughout my heart in this season of Prayer and Fasting. 
O: GOD is commanding me: REJOICE in the LORD - Philippians 3:1
A: I have been so distraught, so sad, so depressed lately that I am not united with my parents in the things that matter to me dealing with people at work that is why this command to rejoice in the LORD is so important to me. For GOD has assured HIS promises to me today in HIS word in Ezekiel 20:38 I will purge out the rebels from among you, and those who transgress against me. I will bring them out of the land where they sojourn, but they shall not enter the land of Israel. Then you will know that I am the Lord. All the rebellious and transgressor, who do not fear GOD because they do not have that anointing to fear GOD shall never enter me or my household anymore. 


Prayers:
Dear AVI,
Blessed are YOU O LORD GOD YESHUA KING of the Universe!!! HOLY HOLY HOLY are YOU O LORD faithful and true!!! Forgive me LORD of all my wrongs that I do not know of, forgive me for speaking wrong if I am wrong, forgive all the sins of my heart but know O LORD that I have been truthful from the beginning. I pray O GOD, protect me from such men who are liars, who are cunning who are taking advantage. I pray O GOD that YOU protect Randy from such men who will also cause him to be pulled down by their curses. I pray that YOU will not allow Randy to be cursed like his friend and I pray that YOU will make Randy wise in spirit and mind so that he will discern the evil around him and flee from it. I pray O GOD, that YOU will give me a husband who is a good man chosen by the FATHER to love me and bring me to a higher path than I already am now today. I pray that this man will be filled with the truth and wisdom of GOD just like Charlie and I pray that he is following the vision YOU have given him, I pray O GOD that he will recognize me right away as his wife and that will get married suddenly and miraculously. I pray that the 2 of us will serve YOU and love YOU and worship YOU in Spirit and in Truth and both of us will be obedient to YOU. I pray that YOU bless our parents will good health, and long lives and that our families will take care of one another and love each other even when YOU call us both to live separate lives from them because LORD YOU are coming and I want to live a full life following YOU with the husband YOU have chosen for me. I pray O GOD that we will both live our lives in integrity and open book. I pray O GOD that YOU prepare us for the life YOU have called us to live, and bring us together this year O GOD!!! I pray that YOU heal Manuela Ugaddan and deliver and save Janie Rose Gulfan, Michael Placencia, Raymund Cal, Predo Ordoyo and all my relatives in Cebu and in Canada. O GOD give them a holy fear of YOU, bring them to YOUR throne of Grace O GOD, take care of them O GOD, all of them. I pray for the Unity of our Church as we celebrate the Anniversary of WWCF Cebu I pray O GOD bring us together in Unity to worship YOU and give YOU glory. I pray O GOD that YOU will be lifted high, be glorified and help me to sing my best with the HOLY SPIRIT taking over me on Sunday as we lead people to worship may YOUR presence be with us all and heal all our pain and brokeness, may YOU Restore us to YOURSELF in YOUR Church and align us to YOUR heart and YOUR will so that we are One with YOU KING JESUS. I pray that YOU bring my husband and me to each other this month, I pray this O GOD, bring us together this month. Thank YOU for taking away all the images, the assumptions of what he could be like, but let him recognize me right away, let him see me first, approach me and pursue me because YOU have spoken to his Spirit, and may our lives bring YOU all the glory, all the praises all the love that YOU deserve from us O GOD for YOU are worthy of it all!!!

IN the Name of YESHUA our KING of Glory, Amen!



Yom Kippur Readings:
Leviticus 16:1-24

Isaiah 57:14-58:14
English Standard Version
Comfort for the Contrite
14 And it shall be said, “Build up, build up, prepare the way,
remove every obstruction from my people's way.”
15 For thus says the One who is high and lifted up, who inhabits eternity, whose name is Holy:
“I dwell in the high and holy place, and also with him who is of a contrite and lowly spirit,
to revive the spirit of the lowly, and to revive the heart of the contrite.
16 For I will not contend forever, nor will I always be angry;
for the spirit would grow faint before me, and the breath of life that I made.
17 Because of the iniquity of his unjust gain I was angry, I struck him; I hid my face and was angry,
but he went on backsliding in the way of his own heart.
18 I have seen his ways, but I will heal him; I will lead him and restore comfort to him and his mourners,
19 creating the fruit of the lips. Peace, peace, to the far and to the near,” says the Lord,
“and I will heal him.
20 But the wicked are like the tossing sea; for it cannot be quiet, and its waters toss up mire and dirt.
21 There is no peace,” says my God, “for the wicked.” 

Isaiah 58
True and False Fasting
1 “Cry aloud; do not hold back; lift up your voice like a trumpet; declare to my people their transgression, to the house of Jacob their sins.
2 Yet they seek me daily and delight to know my ways, as if they were a nation that did righteousness
and did not forsake the judgment of their God; they ask of me righteous judgments;
they delight to draw near to God.
3 ‘Why have we fasted, and you see it not? Why have we humbled ourselves, and you take no knowledge of it?’ Behold, in the day of your fast you seek your own pleasure,[a]
and oppress all your workers.
4 Behold, you fast only to quarrel and to fight and to hit with a wicked fist.
Fasting like yours this day will not make your voice to be heard on high.
5 Is such the fast that I choose, a day for a person to humble himself?
Is it to bow down his head like a reed, and to spread sackcloth and ashes under him?
Will you call this a fast, and a day acceptable to the Lord?
6 “Is not this the fast that I choose: to loose the bonds of wickedness,
to undo the straps of the yoke, to let the oppressed[b] go free, and to break every yoke?
7 Is it not to share your bread with the hungry and bring the homeless poor into your house;
when you see the naked, to cover him, and not to hide yourself from your own flesh?
8 Then shall your light break forth like the dawn, and your healing shall spring up speedily;
your righteousness shall go before you; the glory of the Lord shall be your rear guard.
9 Then you shall call, and the Lord will answer; you shall cry, and he will say, ‘Here I am.’
If you take away the yoke from your midst, the pointing of the finger, and speaking wickedness,
10 if you pour yourself out for the hungry and satisfy the desire of the afflicted,
then shall your light rise in the darkness and your gloom be as the noonday.
11 And the Lord will guide you continually and satisfy your desire in scorched places
and make your bones strong; and you shall be like a watered garden,
like a spring of water, whose waters do not fail.
12 And your ancient ruins shall be rebuilt; you shall raise up the foundations of many generations;
you shall be called the repairer of the breach, the restorer of streets to dwell in.
13 “If you turn back your foot from the Sabbath, from doing your pleasure[c] on my holy day,
and call the Sabbath a delight and the holy day of the Lord honorable;
if you honor it, not going your own ways, or seeking your own pleasure,[d] or talking idly;[e]
14 then you shall take delight in the Lord, and I will make you ride on the heights of the earth;[f]
I will feed you with the heritage of Jacob your father, for the mouth of the Lord has spoken.”



After Watching the Preaching about Yom Kippur by Rabi Curt
I repent from:
Being Critical and Indifferent to those I do not agree with
Being complacent, not willing to go where I believe GOD wants me to go
Being comfortable where I am and who I am with, GOD is calling me to meet new people and it will happen if I go out of my comfort zone and meet new friends that are following GOD's vision for them.
Turning point:
I will listen more and try to understand others, I will not judge and decide right away
I will actively ask GOD each day what HE wants me to do and be ready where HE is sending me
I will not be comfortable, I will be dissatisfied with my efforts to find love, I will exhaust all possible efforts to meet new people


Concerns that I am giving to GOD in prayers:
Lord, I pray that YOU give us a new dog carer and a new boy, 3 loyal boys who will look after our house and our dogs, if you can bring back Roy with a change of heart let it be so... 

Lord, I pray that YOU provide families and homes for the dogs in my house because they are so pitiful  that they are just outside the house and not loved and cared for inside like Cobe, please provide families for all of them and homes that they can belong to O GOD!!! In JESUS Name, Amen!

Lord I pray for the Agents of Sir Alex Gaisano, that you deal with them and give me a sale from their transaction because they don't have a broker and I am a broker and I pray that YOU speak to my parents about it that they will be the ones to deal with the agents, in JESUS Name!

LORD I pray for YOU to provide for my husband a wife in me, I pray that we are ready for each other that YOU have transformed us to be the man and woman YOU have called us to be, that this man is a man who is filled by YOUR Spirit and walking in YOUR truth and blessed and favored by YOU and he is a man worthy of my submission, respect and honor and I am a submissive wife for this man, that we are qualified and trained to be in each other's lives, I pray that YOU bring us together this month! In JESUS NAME!

Lord, please bless our WWCF CEBU Church Anniversary with unity, with love, with YOUR presence, with miracles and breakthrough in JESUS NAME and may YOU accept the offerings of our worship unto YOU, in JESUS NAME!!! AMEN!!!

Lord, regarding Randy I am not happy with the way he doubted me and my intentions toward him as a friend. Please FATHER whatever he and Charles have spoken about me, I pray that YOU will prove them wrong, that YOU are well and able to provide for me a good husband that is far from who they are, a man who is hard working, who is faithful to YOU, who is true to YOU, who is devoted to YOU, who is blessed and favored by YOU and YOU are giving him to me because YOU have loved me O GOD and the time has come for YOU to favor me. O GOD, please do not allow YOUR servant to be shamed, to be disgraced, to be dishonored among men even among YOUR people in church. I pray O GOD grant me YOUR favor, YOUR blessings, YOUR provision, together with my husband O GOD, grant us what YOU have wanted to bless us with. Please JESUS be merciful to me and give me my own family and our own business and ministry. I pray O GOD, help us, me and my husband to do what YOU have called us to do. I pray O GOD have mercy on me. Please O GOD, do not forget me, be merciful to me O GOD, and set me in a family because I am lonely and lowly. Please O GOD even my mom will not pay me anymore on time through credit card. I know she doesn't trust me anymore, I pray O GOD that YOU will give me my own family who is more blessed than the family I have now. I pray O GOD, please FATHER give to me the husband that YOU have promised. In the Name of YESHUA AMEN!

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