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Monday - 16 March 2026

Monday, 27 Adar 5786 / March 16, 2026

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I think my sleep was only 3 hours because I could not sleep I kept praying to GOD while Michael shut me down, I had sleep paralysis. So I had to stay awake praying...

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Torah Parshat Vayikra, 2nd Portion (Vayikra (Leviticus) 1:14-2:6)

Leviticus 1:14-2:6
New King James Version
1 ‘And if the burnt sacrifice of his offering to the Lord is of birds, then he shall bring his offering of turtledoves or young pigeons. 15 The priest shall bring it to the altar, [a]wring off its head, and burn it on the altar; its blood shall be drained out at the side of the altar. 16 And he shall remove its crop with its feathers and cast it beside the altar on the east side, into the place for ashes. 17 Then he shall split it at its wings, but shall not divide it completely; and the priest shall burn it on the altar, on the wood that is on the fire. It is a burnt sacrifice, an offering made by fire, a [b]sweet aroma to the Lord.
The Grain Offering
2 ‘When anyone offers a grain offering to the Lord, his offering shall be of fine flour. And he shall pour oil on it, and put frankincense on it. 2 He shall bring it to Aaron’s sons, the priests, one of whom shall take from it his handful of fine flour and oil with all the frankincense. And the priest shall burn it as a memorial on the altar, an offering made by fire, a sweet aroma to the Lord. 3 The rest of the grain offering shall be Aaron’s and his sons’. It is most holy of the offerings to the Lord made by fire.
4 ‘And if you bring as an offering a grain offering baked in the oven, it shall be unleavened cakes of fine flour mixed with oil, or unleavened wafers anointed[c] with oil. 5 But if your offering is a grain offering baked in a [d]pan, it shall be of fine flour, unleavened, mixed with oil. 6 You shall break it in pieces and pour oil on it; it is a grain offering.



WWCF Readings
John 7

John 7
New King James Version
Jesus’ Brothers Disbelieve
1 After these things Jesus walked in Galilee; for He did not want to walk in Judea, because the [a]Jews sought to kill Him. 2 Now the Jews’ Feast of Tabernacles was at hand. 3 His brothers therefore said to Him, “Depart from here and go into Judea, that Your disciples also may see the works that You are doing. 4 For no one does anything in secret while he himself seeks to be known openly. If You do these things, show Yourself to the world.” 5 For even His brothers did not believe in Him.
6 Then Jesus said to them, “My time has not yet come, but your time is always ready. 7 The world cannot hate you, but it hates Me because I testify of it that its works are evil. 8 You go up to this feast. I am not [b]yet going up to this feast, for My time has not yet fully come.” 9 When He had said these things to them, He remained in Galilee.
The Heavenly Scholar
10 But when His brothers had gone up, then He also went up to the feast, not openly, but as it were in secret. 11 Then the Jews sought Him at the feast, and said, “Where is He?” 12 And there was much complaining among the people concerning Him. Some said, “He is good”; others said, “No, on the contrary, He deceives the people.” 13 However, no one spoke openly of Him for fear of the Jews.
14 Now about the middle of the feast Jesus went up into the temple and taught. 15 And the Jews marveled, saying, “How does this Man know letters, having never studied?”
16 [c]Jesus answered them and said, “My doctrine is not Mine, but His who sent Me. 17 If anyone wills to do His will, he shall know concerning the doctrine, whether it is from God or whether I speak on My own authority. 18 He who speaks from himself seeks his own glory; but He who seeks the glory of the One who sent Him is true, and no unrighteousness is in Him. 19 Did not Moses give you the law, yet none of you keeps the law? Why do you seek to kill Me?”
20 The people answered and said, “You have a demon. Who is seeking to kill You?”
21 Jesus answered and said to them, “I did one work, and you all marvel. 22 Moses therefore gave you circumcision (not that it is from Moses, but from the fathers), and you circumcise a man on the Sabbath. 23 If a man receives circumcision on the Sabbath, so that the law of Moses should not be broken, are you angry with Me because I made a man completely well on the Sabbath? 24 Do not judge according to appearance, but judge with righteous judgment.”
Could This Be the Christ?
25 Now some of them from Jerusalem said, “Is this not He whom they seek to kill? 26 But look! He speaks boldly, and they say nothing to Him. Do the rulers know indeed that this is [d]truly the Christ? 27 However, we know where this Man is from; but when the Christ comes, no one knows where He is from.”
28 Then Jesus cried out, as He taught in the temple, saying, “You both know Me, and you know where I am from; and I have not come of Myself, but He who sent Me is true, whom you do not know. 29 [e]But I know Him, for I am from Him, and He sent Me.”
30 Therefore they sought to take Him; but no one laid a hand on Him, because His hour had not yet come. 31 And many of the people believed in Him, and said, “When the Christ comes, will He do more signs than these which this Man has done?”
Jesus and the Religious Leaders
32 The Pharisees heard the crowd murmuring these things concerning Him, and the Pharisees and the chief priests sent officers to take Him. 33 Then Jesus said [f]to them, “I shall be with you a little while longer, and then I go to Him who sent Me. 34 You will seek Me and not find Me, and where I am you cannot come.”
35 Then the Jews said among themselves, “Where does He intend to go that we shall not find Him? Does He intend to go to the Dispersion among the Greeks and teach the Greeks? 36 What is this thing that He said, ‘You will seek Me and not find Me, and where I am you cannot come’?”
The Promise of the Holy Spirit
37 On the last day, that great day of the feast, Jesus stood and cried out, saying, “If anyone thirsts, let him come to Me and drink. 38 He who believes in Me, as the Scripture has said, out of his heart will flow rivers of living water.” 39 But this He spoke concerning the Spirit, whom those [g]believing in Him would receive; for the [h]Holy Spirit was not yet given, because Jesus was not yet glorified.
Who Is He?
40 Therefore [i]many from the crowd, when they heard this saying, said, “Truly this is the Prophet.” 41 Others said, “This is the Christ.”
But some said, “Will the Christ come out of Galilee? 42 Has not the Scripture said that the Christ comes from the seed of David and from the town of Bethlehem, where David was?” 43 So there was a division among the people because of Him. 44 Now some of them wanted to take Him, but no one laid hands on Him.
Rejected by the Authorities
45 Then the officers came to the chief priests and Pharisees, who said to them, “Why have you not brought Him?”
46 The officers answered, “No man ever spoke like this Man!”
47 Then the Pharisees answered them, “Are you also deceived? 48 Have any of the rulers or the Pharisees believed in Him? 49 But this crowd that does not know the law is accursed.”
50 Nicodemus (he who came to [j]Jesus [k]by night, being one of them) said to them, 51 “Does our law judge a man before it hears him and knows what he is doing?”
52 They answered and said to him, “Are you also from Galilee? Search and look, for no prophet [l]has arisen out of Galilee.”
An Adulteress Faces the Light of the World
53 [m]And everyone went to his own house.


The Entire Bible 
Numbers 33-34; John 10:1-21; Psalms 32

Numbers 33
Instructions for the Conquest of Canaan
50 Now the Lord spoke to Moses in the plains of Moab by the Jordan, across from Jericho, saying, 51 “Speak to the children of Israel, and say to them: ‘When you have crossed the Jordan into the land of Canaan, 52 then you shall drive out all the inhabitants of the land from before you, destroy all their engraved stones, destroy all their molded images, and demolish all their [e]high places; 53 you shall dispossess the inhabitants of the land and dwell in it, for I have given you the land to possess. 54 And you shall divide the land by lot as an inheritance among your families; to the larger you shall give a larger inheritance, and to the smaller you shall give a smaller inheritance; there everyone’s inheritance shall be whatever falls to him by lot. You shall inherit according to the tribes of your fathers. 55 But if you do not drive out the inhabitants of the land from before you, then it shall be that those whom you let remain shall be irritants in your eyes and thorns in your sides, and they shall harass you in the land where you dwell. 56 Moreover it shall be that I will do to you as I thought to do to them.’ ”

John 10:1-21
New King James Version
Jesus the True Shepherd
1 “Most assuredly, I say to you, he who does not enter the sheepfold by the door, but climbs up some other way, the same is a thief and a robber. 2 But he who enters by the door is the shepherd of the sheep. 3 To him the doorkeeper opens, and the sheep hear his voice; and he calls his own sheep by name and leads them out. 4 And when he brings out his own sheep, he goes before them; and the sheep follow him, for they know his voice. 5 Yet they will by no means follow a stranger, but will flee from him, for they do not know the voice of strangers.” 6 Jesus used this illustration, but they did not understand the things which He spoke to them.
Jesus the Good Shepherd
7 Then Jesus said to them again, “Most assuredly, I say to you, I am the door of the sheep. 8 All who ever came [a]before Me are thieves and robbers, but the sheep did not hear them. 9 I am the door. If anyone enters by Me, he will be saved, and will go in and out and find pasture. 10 The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly.
11 “I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd gives His life for the sheep. 12 But a [b]hireling, he who is not the shepherd, one who does not own the sheep, sees the wolf coming and leaves the sheep and flees; and the wolf catches the sheep and scatters them. 13 The hireling flees because he is a hireling and does not care about the sheep. 14 I am the good shepherd; and I know My sheep, and am known by My own. 15 As the Father knows Me, even so I know the Father; and I lay down My life for the sheep. 16 And other sheep I have which are not of this fold; them also I must bring, and they will hear My voice; and there will be one flock and one shepherd.
17 “Therefore My Father loves Me, because I lay down My life that I may take it again. 18 No one takes it from Me, but I lay it down of Myself. I have power to lay it down, and I have power to take it again. This command I have received from My Father.”
19 Therefore there was a division again among the Jews because of these sayings. 20 And many of them said, “He has a demon and is [c]mad. Why do you listen to Him?”
21 Others said, “These are not the words of one who has a demon. Can a demon open the eyes of the blind?”

Psalm 32
New King James Version
The Joy of Forgiveness
A Psalm of David. A [a]Contemplation.
1 Blessed is he whose transgression is forgiven, Whose sin is covered.
2 Blessed is the man to whom the Lord does not [b]impute iniquity,
And in whose spirit there is no deceit.
3 When I kept silent, my bones grew old Through my groaning all the day long.

4 For day and night Your hand was heavy upon me;
My vitality was turned into the drought of summer. Selah
5 I acknowledged my sin to You, And my iniquity I have not hidden.
I said, “I will confess my transgressions to the Lord,”
And You forgave the iniquity of my sin. Selah
6 For this cause everyone who is godly shall pray to You In a time when You may be found;
Surely in a flood of great waters They shall not come near him.
7 You are my hiding place; You shall preserve me from trouble;
You shall surround me with songs of deliverance. Selah
8 I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will guide you with My eye.

9 Do not be like the horse or like the mule, Which have no understanding,
Which must be harnessed with bit and bridle, Else they will not come near you.
10 Many sorrows shall be to the wicked; But he who trusts in the Lord, mercy shall surround him.
11 Be glad in the Lord and rejoice, you righteous; And shout for joy, all you upright in heart!



Observation
In John 7, JESUS says that If anyone wills (desires, seeks, wants) to do GOD's will, they will know if the doctrines that JESUS teaches are of GOD or not. Therefore only those who truly love GOD and seek GOD will believe what JESUS is saying because they will recognize the Spirit within HIM, is the same Spirit that they know of the Scriptures from whom they have been reading because they are truly seeking GOD within their hearts. He who speaks for himself is for himself but the One who seeks the glory of the ONE who sent him is true and no unrighteousness is in HIM.


Application
I believe that in those Scriptures of who JESUS was, that is me today, that I am now being JESUS to everyone around me, I teach about JESUS, I follow JESUS and I know I am true and righteousness because I seek the glory of the One who sent me, this is not for my own glory, loving someone with ADHD is not something I would want for myself. But GOD has caused me to love, not because I am forced to love him, but I received GOD's will and I want to obey GOD, I am willing to obey HIM. I know that in loving and marrying such a Man, people will see the glory of GOD, the sign that GOD is alive and that HE wants me to proclaim HE is the true and living GOD who is coming to judge the  world. I live for HIM and I thank GOD for HIS word today. HE is assuring me that I don't have to be in pain when trials and hardships come, the One who will be in pain and who will struggle are the ones who are resisting HIS will on earth. That's not gonna be me. 


Prayers
Dear AVI,
O GOD Almighty KING of Glory, GREAT I AM, YESHUA King of the Universe!!! I cling to YOU, more than anyone YOU want me to love is YOU the ONE who is the Love of my Life and the Lover of my Soul, my GOD and KING, forgive me if I have loved Michael wrong, if I was insecure. But I am insecure what can I do? I want to make sure he is cleansed from all sexual defilement, but when I confront him about it, he can't defend himself which only means he must still be struggling with it. O LORD, thank YOU for holding me by YOUR grace that I am not crying over him, when he has blocked me from everything except viber. Although this is already very painful for a woman and degrading but here we are, waiting and I know YOU are still giving him time to repent of everything that he has done wrong. LORD, just make me strong and joyful even in the midnight or in the darkness of the wilderness. I pray O GOD for Michael to encounter YOU, when will YOU arrest him so that he can finally surrender to YOU??? When will YOU give up on him??? I pray that at this time, YOU will cause me to forget him but I want to see the blueprint of YOUR plans, I want to know what's going on inside him, I want YOU to reveal these things to me so that I will know whether what I am doing is right or wrong. I pray O GOD help me to love him right, because YOU are inside me, teach me the words to speak and I pray that YOU will always fill me with YOUR SPIRIT. Baptize Michael Rhys with the fire of the Spirit O GOD I pray baptize him. Let him dream of making love to me, dominate his dreams O GOD, don't let him get away with our love, our love O GOD was so strong, because YOU are the ONE who is strong, YOU are my strength. I pray O GOD, that YOU will cleanse him from all sexual defilement in the Name of YESHUA, cleanse him O GOD!!! But I pray that I will not love him more than I love YOU because YOU are my perfect and wow he is undeserving of all the love I am giving him, and he wants to get away from it. It's okay, I pray that whenever YOU want me to move on na LORD, that YOU heal all the pain that this love has caused me. I pray for Michael Rhys and his family Pa Marcelino, Ma Babe and Achi Phoebe to be saved and delivered from the powers of darkness and eternal damnation, I pray for Janie Rose, Mark and Michael P too, and for the healing of David, Thalia, Manuela and Raymond. I pray for everyone O GOD in my family O GOD, take care of us, heal us, make us humble and not proud, do not allow us to wrong YOU and sin against YOU I pray O GOD, that YOU raise up for me that dead man who doesn't want to love me, raise up Lazarus, bring life to the dry bones, let the dry bones live!!! I pray O GOD blessings for the work that I do, even in the secular work, I pray victory in all things and I thank YOU for our workers, I pray that YOU bless all of the faithful and loyal ones. I pray O GOD, have mercy on us all. Please FATHER help me to accomplish all of my work today. I thank YOU LORD for making a way for us. I pray O GOD have mercy on us all. I pray O GOD, healing and deliverance and favor, I pray O GOD, make me strong, make me unstoppable because of YOUR great love and strength and YOUR grace upon me, because YOU are pleased with me. Help me O GOD!!!! For YOU are my strength and my shield. YOU are my greatest LOVE!!! YOU are the reason why I love, and I need YOU every moment of this hard and difficult life. But YOU deserve all of me O GOD and all my heart and my will and emotions and thoughts, have YOUR way in me and Michael Rhys KING JESUS reign over us, I plead the blood of YESHUA!!!

In the Name of YESHUA I pray AMEN!

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