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4 September 2026

22 Elul 5986 Friday
@Mandaue Office



Here and Now:
Groaning for the Feb 6 2019 open vision that GOD gave me about Navon and then the Arab man who resembled Mosab speaking his vows to me at our wedding ceremony. But I didn't know who that Covenant husband was, I wished he was Mosab but he really doesn't have to be if it is not GOD's will, I surrender my will to the FATHER, because more than a certain man is GOD who is my husband KING, who has been taking care of me... and HE alone knows who is best for me. My groaning is making me faint inside... may the LORD be merciful to me...but i clang to HIS promise in Ephesians 3, HE will do more for me, more than what I asked or imagine...


SOAP

Torah Reading: Deuteronomy 30
(RY: iii, LY: v) 7 Adonai your God will put all these curses on your enemies, on those who hated and persecuted you; 8 but you will return and pay attention to what Adonai says and obey all his mitzvot which I am giving you today. 9 Then Adonai your God will give you more than enough in everything you set out to do — the fruit of your body, the fruit of your livestock, and the fruit of your land will all do well; for Adonai will once again rejoice to see you do well, just as he rejoiced in your ancestors.
10 “However, all this will happen only if you pay attention to what Adonai your God says, so that you obey his mitzvot and regulations which are written in this book of the Torah, if you turn to Adonai your God with all your heart and all your being. (LY: vi) 11 For this mitzvah which I am giving you today is not too hard for you, it is not beyond your reach. 12 It isn’t in the sky, so that you need to ask, ‘Who will go up into the sky for us, bring it to us and make us hear it, so that we can obey it?’ 13 Likewise, it isn’t beyond the sea, so that you need to ask, ‘Who will cross the sea for us, bring it to us and make us hear it, so that we can obey it?’ 14 On the contrary, the word is very close to you — in your mouth, even in your heart; therefore, you can do it!


Bible in A Year
Hosea 11-12; Ephesians 3; Psalms 104

Hosea 11:10 They will follow the Lord; he will roar like a lion. When he roars, his children will come trembling from the west.

Hebrews 12:4 He struggled with the angel and overcame him; he wept and begged for his favor.
He found him at Bethel and talked with him there—
5 the Lord God Almighty, the Lord is his name!
6 But you must return to your God; maintain love and justice, and wait for your God always.
9 “I have been the Lord your God ever since you came out of Egypt; I will make you live in tents again,
as in the days of your appointed festivals.
10 I spoke to the prophets, gave them many visions and told parables through them.”
12 Jacob fled to the country of Aram[e]; Israel served to get a wife, and to pay for her he tended sheep.
13 The Lord used a prophet to bring Israel up from Egypt, by a prophet he cared for him.


Ephesians 3
Appreciation of the Mystery
14 For this reason I bow my knees to the Father [f]of our Lord Jesus Christ, 15 from whom the whole family in heaven and earth is named, 16 that He would grant you, according to the riches of His glory, to be strengthened with might through His Spirit in the inner man, 17 that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith; that you, being rooted and grounded in love, 18 may be able to comprehend with all the saints what is the width and length and depth and height— 19 to know the love of Christ which passes knowledge; that you may be filled with all the fullness of God.
20 Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us, 21 to Him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus to all generations, forever and ever. Amen.


Obseravtion:
Dueteronomy 30 - GOD will curse my enemies as long as I am faithful and loyal to GOD and HIS commands.
Hosea 11:10 - GOD ROARS like a LION and all HIS children tremble to obey HIM, I have been feeling a trembling lately as i went back to work on the 11th of Elul, I have been waking up past 3am called to pray and i have been praying with groans that i cannot translate into words... see how this is connected to 5787 the KING roars and HIS children tremble with the prophecy of Rabi Curt Landry, but I ask, who am I GOD if Mosab is not my husband? This is what i asked of HIM, am i just a watchman in Cebu? stuck in cebu, and if that is YOUR will that I not go out of Cebu then bring YOUR chosen husband to me to stay here, and do similarly whatever i am doing, business, standing for righteousness... declaring HIS TRUTH, and let my heart be aligned to YOUR will... i am okay to be bound as long as YOU are sending me a spouse as YOU PROMISED me again today to give me and do wonderful things for me, more than what I asked or imagine in Ephesians 3 
Hosea 12 - GOD wants us to always wait for HIM because HE wants to speak to us as HE speaks to prophets...
Ephesians 3 - GOD wants us to be strengthened with HIS might through HIS Spirit


Application:
I will continue to pray and lay all to GOD all my concerns in business in church in family and to pray against all my enemies but at the same time to keep heart pure. To tremble  is good, it means I am relying on GOD and not on my own strength for the things HE wants me to do in the work place and in everything I do, I feel the pressure, I feel the tension, but I also divert my trembling to waiting on GOD and seeking HIM regarding HIS covenant promise to me to marry my covenant husband because I want HIM to continue to speak to me, I want to commune with HIM and understand HIS will every single day. I need the LORD so much be it in my season of sabbatical rest or my seaon of war, I will always need HIM and that is what makes GOD happy, because when I continue to rely on HIM, HE takes pleasure on those who hope on HIM and who wait for HIS mercy. I have been waiting on GOD to be merciful to me, to answer my prayers for HIM to grant me HIS promise of a coveanant love. I have been waiting and this year I am groaning as I wait.


Prayers:
Dear ABBA,
I  have so much trouble and so much tension everyday as I go to work and it's okay because it makes me cling to YOU more, but LORD, I also need a husband  to cover me and help me cope with everything I am going through, please ABBA, remember me today, remember  me tomorrow,  bring that covenant husband to the place where I will  have a meeting with my  home owners association with Seascapes Subdivision at Uncle Jacks restaurant Cafe. Please GOD don't delay YOUR promise any longer... 

In YESHUA NAME, Amen

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