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6 September 2026

 24 Elul 5986 Sunday

@Crimson house

Here and Now:
I woke up so early because GOD awakened me to pray at around 2AM to 4AM and this has been my prayer watch and I was able to worship GOD and groan in my prayers for everything that HE had brought to my concern, the church, my family, the workplace and my future family with my husband. I praise GOD for making me HIS watchman but I also feel burdensome but I am still grateful for the peace and quiet I have in my home alone in Crimson and grateful today for the fellowship I will have with my family. I was also grateful for the fellowship I had with my neighbors yesterday since I don't see them all the time. I am grateful for the prophetic words and prophecies and I pray that I will indeed prepare and do whatever GOD wants me to do to prepare for the end times that is coming. I asked the LORD last night, and I don't know why I asked when I don't want to ask about it anymore but it's the question I always ask GOD if I were to already move on from somebody or let go because I was already letting go of Mosab but I don't want to do it on my own, I want GOD to lead me, I want to make sure so I asked "Is Mosab Hassan Yousef still the man YOU want me to marry? and I was already expecting an answer NO 




SOAP
Micah 1-2, Ephesians 4:17–32 , Psalm 105

Micah 2
Israel Restored
12 “I will surely assemble all of you, O Jacob, I will surely gather the remnant of Israel;
I will put them together like sheep of [s]the fold, Like a flock in the midst of their pasture;
They shall make a loud noise because of so many people.
13 The one who breaks open will come up before them; They will break out,
Pass through the gate, And go out by it; Their king will pass before them,
With the Lord at their head.”

Ephesians 4
The New Man
17 This I say, therefore, and testify in the Lord, that you should no longer walk as [f]the rest of the Gentiles walk, in the futility of their mind, 18 having their understanding darkened, being alienated from the life of God, because of the ignorance that is in them, because of the blindness of their heart; 19 who, being past feeling, have given themselves over to lewdness, to work all uncleanness with greediness.
20 But you have not so learned Christ, 21 if indeed you have heard Him and have been taught by Him, as the truth is in Jesus: 22 that you put off, concerning your former conduct, the old man which grows corrupt according to the deceitful lusts, 23 and be renewed in the spirit of your mind, 24 and that you put on the new man which was created according to God, in true righteousness and holiness.
Do Not Grieve the Spirit
25 Therefore, putting away lying, “Let each one of you speak truth with his neighbor,” for we are members of one another. 26 “Be angry, and do not sin”: do not let the sun go down on your wrath, 27 nor give [g]place to the devil. 28 Let him who stole steal no longer, but rather let him labor, working with his hands what is good, that he may have something to give him who has need. 29 Let no corrupt word proceed out of your mouth, but what is good for necessary [h]edification, that it may impart grace to the hearers. 30 And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, by whom you were sealed for the day of redemption. 31 Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, [i]clamor, and evil speaking be put away from you, with all malice. 32 And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God in Christ forgave you.

Psalm 105
17 He sent a man before them— Joseph—who was sold as a slave.
18 They hurt his feet with fetters, [a]He was laid in irons.
19 Until the time that his word came to pass, The word of the Lord tested him.
20 The king sent and released him, The ruler of the people let him go free.
21 He made him lord of his house, And ruler of all his possessions,
22 To [b]bind his princes at his pleasure, And teach his elders wisdom.
23 Israel also came into Egypt, And Jacob dwelt in the land of Ham.
24 He increased His people greatly, And made them stronger than their enemies.
25 He turned their heart to hate His people, To deal craftily with His servants.
26 He sent Moses His servant, And Aaron whom He had chosen.
27 They performed His signs among them, And wonders in the land of Ham.
28 He sent darkness, and made it dark; And they did not rebel against His word.
29 He turned their waters into blood, And killed their fish.
30 Their land abounded with frogs, Even in the chambers of their kings.
31 He spoke, and there came swarms of flies, And lice in all their territory.
32 He gave them hail for rain, And flaming fire in their land.
33 He struck their vines also, and their fig trees, And splintered the trees of their territory.
34 He spoke, and locusts came, Young locusts without number,
35 And ate up all the vegetation in their land, And devoured the fruit of their ground.
36 He also [c]destroyed all the firstborn in their land, The first of all their strength.
37 He also brought them out with silver and gold, And there was none feeble among His tribes.
38 Egypt was glad when they departed, For the fear of them had fallen upon them.
39 He spread a cloud for a covering, And fire to give light in the night.
40 The people asked, and He brought quail, And satisfied them with the bread of heaven.
41 He opened the rock, and water gushed out; It ran in the dry places like a river.
42 For He remembered His holy promise, And Abraham His servant.
43 He brought out His people with joy, His chosen ones with [d]gladness.
44 He gave them the lands of the [e]Gentiles, And they inherited the labor of the nations,
45 That they might observe His statutes And keep His laws. Praise the Lord!


My Observation with copilot:

🌿 Ephesians 4 Rhema

  • Verse 25 — “Speak truth with your neighbor, for we are members of one another.” God is reminding you that love must be truthful, not sentimental. I'm seeing that Mosab’s anger, though human, must be met with truth spoken in love — not silence or fear. Speak truth even towards the people at work or in church, always speak the truth for we are members of one another meaning, we belong to the one body of JESUS.

  • Verses 26–27 — “Be angry and do not sin… nor give place to the devil.” You discerned rightly that anger can open a door to deception. When Mosab says “not even God can change Iran,” that’s despair speaking — a wound that needs truth, not condemnation. But it is also not truthful to say GOD cannot do something such as change Iran... GOD can do anything

  • Verse 31 — “Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, clamor, and evil speaking be put away.” This is your turning point: God is calling all HIS children especailly in HIS body to release bitterness and walk in peace, even if that means letting go of certain people that refuse to release their own bitterness and angery, if they cannot put these things away, I will put them away from me.

✨ Psalm 105 Rhema

Psalm 105 recounts how God remembers His covenant forever. It’s His gentle assurance of my covenant with Him — not with any man — is the foundation of your destiny. He’s saying: “I remember My promise to you; trust My timing and My mercy.” HIS covenant will stand since HE can use any man to fulfill HIS covenant with me but HE also has only 1 son YESHUA, there is no other way which a man must be saved but only through JESUS... today HE is reminding me of HIS covenant with me in a man with the calling of Moses and Joseph.

Application
My assignment: To watch and pray. To pray, even when emotions are stripped away, because obedience is greater than desire. To pray for my workplace, my family, my church, my covenant promise. I will do what GOD wants me to do at work and I will continue to lean on HIM for  every step I take. I will speak the truth in love when the situation calls for it.
My surrender: I don’t have to figure out or understand how God will fulfill it. I don’t have to carry the pain alone. I simply stand as watchman, binding myself to His will. 


Prayers:
Dear ABBA,
Thank YOU for enabling me to wake up during the 3rd and 4th watch to watch and pray once again for many of our concerns, I pray O GOD continually for the church to be united, to be stripped off of all the jezebel rebellious spirits in that place, please remove all those who are rebellious, who are causing division, who are bringing heaviness towards our leaders, please strengthen and heal my pastors the leaders and all those whose hearts are hurting and rebuke those that are bitter, I pray that YOU will do a mighty work in our church, in my workplace, as YOU have already judged the wicked, please always keep my family humble do not allow us to have pride, help us to serve YOU with faithfulness and diligence in all that YOU have entrusted to us O GOD especially our businesses, I pray for our hearts to always be aligned to YOU, please FATHER, help us to BE all that pleases YOU. Please help me to wait on YOU for the covenant husband YOU promised me please help me to keep doing what YOU want me to do, to prepare for the end times without electronics and dependency on the internet. I pray O GOD, help us, THANK YOU for always healing my dogs, please GOD extend Cobe's life and keep healing him as long as I am not yet able to fly out of Cebu, please GOD let YOUR miracles follow me, help me to be all that YOU want me to be. Take care of me always... and all  that I CARE FOR, please help my family, help us, help me GOD I can't live without YOU. I need YOU all my life. Please take care of my husband and bring him to me soon, as YOU have revealed in Elsie's dream that he is coming for me like an airplane with children's gifts as toys... LORD let YOUR kingdom come, let YOUR will be done... please show tita ge the damage she has done with her bickering. 

In the Name of YESHUA AMEN!

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